jeni... u warned me... that long time ago... "juss be careful philip"...
i was thinkin it was nothing more. But u knew...all along...u knew. Hah gotta give it to my EX on that one. thanx 4 looking out 4 me.... like u said long ago... im glad were still kool.

and u... heh... i read some of it... i guess thats a pitiful revenge... but oh wellz. interesting to see how u felt. guess i wasn't really the best at wat had happened ne ways? i gave up alot 4 u. u have no clue. Wen SHE came down to visit....i could have let something happen. I could tell she did....But i didnt... cuz i cared about u. Cuz i knew u were worth it. but i guess all along... u werent seeing me as worth it. so wat am i saying? am i saying i hate u? sayin ur bitch? sayin ur stoopid? no...ur none of that. not even close. I promise u i dont think ne of those things of u. All im sayin... is well... im sorry.

Sorry i wasted ur time.
And im sorry to myself 4 thinkin i could be "above" him. pinch runner? that i am. yet again.


heh....a good friend of mine posts:

my name is francis. im fucked.

i hear ya brotha. maybe not the same prob... but i feel 4 u...

but...

hi my name is philip. im broken hearted.

im not angry. im not mad. im philip. im used to it....
posted by Philip at 4:19 AM